Yeah, you know men. We are simple creatures by design.

Feed us and give sex.

So as a man I can firmly say that sex is one of the best things you can have as a man.

Next best thing a man can have is a girlfriend or wife who loves sex.

But unfortunately most men live without sex of any kind, then they become gay and have sex with other men. Which is basically an illness.

Just because you can’t make kids with other men.

I connected my Stripe account to WordPress and from next month I will be displaying ads on my website, I really don’t want to do that, but I have to generate some coin in some way.

I won’t be making much, but whatever.

This is how the cookie crumbles.

So I just ate Pink Soup and Zeppelins from Katpėdėlė and I can say that the portion sizes could be 2-3 times bigger.

Probably this much food is made for slim fucks, since I’m fat I eat way more.

So, now I’m going to chill and listen to music, wait 2-3 hours before opening 3rd can of beer.

Overall my day is good, nothing bad happened just the fact that I’ve spent all my disability check, got like 20€ left.

So, I’m waiting for next month’s disability check and next month I’m not buying any delivery foods because money just melts away so fast…

Last month I spend 180€ on lottery tickets and only won 16€ so it’s not a surplus. I played lottery every single day for 30 days straight.

Also I have still some tickets left for every Sunday all year subscription. The lotto left to play is Teleloto.

I played Jėga, Eurojackpot and Teleloto and Viking Loto.

So, I guess ordering food is a way better way to spend money than playing the lotto.

I realized the lotto is not fair, you get wins just by getting the right balls, but you pay them for the wrong balls. So there’s a bigger chance there will be wrong balls, also most of my tickets were empty 0€ wins.

So, I wasted half of my disability check on food orders, no wonder my disability check goes away so fast. Ordering food is very expensive, but it’s tastier food than I have at home.

I just wish I was rich and could order every single day 3 times a day. That would be nice… 🙂

So, I ordered two sets of Pink Soup and Zeppelins for me and my brother.

I ordered it from Katpėdėlė and paid 27.22€.

Will be having a nice meal. 🙂

So, I opened second can of beer, it’s been couple of hours I didn’t drink.

Today is going pretty slowly, maybe because I woke up early at around 5 AM.

So, I will be drinking beer, listening to music, smoking cigarillos. After I’m done with this can I will take another couple of hours break from alcohol.

Even though I drank most of my youth, I was not an alcoholic. Everyone drank, so I drank too.

I don’t have this severe withdrawal from alcohol.

Once I tried to connect CD rom to my PC, and it bursted into open flames.

And the funny thing was, it was my friends CD rom.

I didn’t have to repay him.

YouTube is search-based platform, if users can’t find your videos via search, then most likely there won’t be much views after the initial new video boost. People aren’t watching videos there unless it’s very quality video. Only the 1% of creators get views and the rest just suck dick and work for free to benefit the platform.

So, if you are serious about making content go http://www.yourdomain.com and post there, pay for hosting and don’t benefit Google.

Many people start YouTube and after few videos they realize they don’t even like YouTube.

YouTube is based on high engagement and it’s a cold platform, it doesn’t reward art, creativity and experiments, all they do is maximize engagement, if your videos fail to get engagement from early viewers, then the boost stops and impressions drop. This happens to 99% of videos. So posting videos on YouTube is just a waste of time for small creators because you are too small for YouTube to even care about you and your content. Besides the ad revenue is ridiculously low for the amount of views you get. Also to note, the 1000 sub and 4000 watch hours and 10 million short views requirement is just insane.

Generally speaking – YouTube doesn’t want to pay you money and they want all the benefits to them. I posted 40000 videos online and didn’t receive a single paycheck from those videos from all platforms.

For YouTube 99% of videos ad revenue stacks up. So they make money from your effort, but don’t reward you fairly.

So, if you’re an aspiring YouTuber, there’s a good chance that you will be doing free labor.

So, I won’t be doing videos.

Last video I did was a just a test on embedding.

I want to make publishing easier, not harder, also don’t want to depend on YouTube. As a platform – YouTube sucks, nobody is watching videos there, well, maybe a few views, but not high money earning views.